A sort of gulf had opened between us. But I have come to learn just how little I need to live on to be happy. I liked myself well enough, but I never felt special, that I mattered or had any real value in the world. Growing up, my life was no different. No longer was I living in survival mode as I had when I was growing up. Group 11 Created with Sketch. During this time, I found myself struggling more and more by the day to suppress my true self.
And so I grew up.
But being a husband and a parent finally taught me what it meant to love someone more than myself, to put their needs and happiness above my own. It was the first time I faced that fact that I was indeed a transsexual. My spirit needed something more. This was simply one more step in life. By providing a decent life for them, by trying to impart morals, ethics, and ideals for how to live a good life to my children, I was being a good parent, and I was worth something. It brought me a greater measure of peace.
Liz Moody 4 hours ago. Group 10 Created with Sketch. I liked myself well enough, but I never felt special, that I mattered or had any real value in the world. You are now subscribed Be on the lookout for a welcome email in your inbox! I continued to visit the group periodically, all while working desperately to keep it hidden from my kids or anyone other than my wife. But I have come to learn just how little I need to live on to be happy. Email Created with Sketch.