That seems to be a big part of why our gays are attracted to us. This is a line that I have tried to walk for a long time as a straight male. However, feeling subconsciously unlovable or unworthy can again rear its head here through your choices. You are not alone. Time to get real. He would always tell me he wasn't like me, and couldn't be, because he 'had his whole future ahead of him'. What other explanation is there for why I fell for a gay guy who I had no chance of ever being with?
Is it fair to put a friend in that position?
He abandoned me and he went after another woman leaving me all to myself. And let me tell you, to feel truly loved for who you are rather than what sexual function you serve - there is nothing greater in the universe. In a highly competitive dating environment, women may seek trustworthy allies.
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